jealous life?

I really jealous everyone of my friends enjoying their college life. Really jealous of it. Then i just only can go through politiknik school, somemore force by parents and also family. Haiz. But it's my life. No point for keep jealousing. Just can jealous them, wish al my friends enjoy their college life as well as they can. Good luck buddies!

Today is thursday!

It was my off day today...

I slept till 11 only awake,

Cause pass few days i could happened too much around me and my families,

So startly i less hanging out after end my work,

But yesterday morning,

Finaly my mum caught me because of i'm a smokers,

Really good for tat,

Cause i wanted to stop it since my family know and a girl wanted me to stop,

So I will be unity to solve this problems!

As normal,

Today around 2,

I going Jusco with some problems tat i needed to settle,

So the 1st thing when i reach jusco,

I go find my brother,

Jack,

He was my supervisor but he treated me as his brother,

Always share his stress and his passed life,

He teaches me quite alots of life experiences and how to see a ppl,

The 1st day i knew him,

We already chat as good as we can,

WHen he working,

he got his ownstyle and different style,

So the time passed day by day,

We chat and play together while working,

Then slowly i intro some of friends for him to know more,

Slowly, he know many ppl and always treat me as good as he can,

The day had come,

we know 2 girls in one shot,

Then everyday hang out and drinks,

slowly the eldest sister treat him got the feeling,

Till yesterday they really be together,

So yesterday was the eldest sister birthday,

They celebrated and jacks be in a relationships with her on yesterday,

Then the 2nd sister yesterday know i never go for the party,

Keep asking around where am i,

Then she tell jack about the feeling tat she treat me,

I'm not gonna let her go!

I will continue to take care her and love her as much as i can,

As care as i should!

Cause she is a good and cute girl!

Siew I miss U alots! <3

Hoho~!!

Hie guys,

Dunno wat to update.. Wasted this post already 1 months..

Pai seh neh, Really no time to touch my comp,

Cause busying on my own business...

My own business is coming in on the next month if there's anything problems..

So Supports ya! =)

During C.N.Y

Although now was having Chinese New Year,

But semakin lama semakin teruk!

All the cousins,

TRavel geh travel,

Work geh Work,

Busy geh Busy,

Then slowly not really many ppl Come to my house,

And,

We never goes to cousins house,

But no choice,

I just take leave for 3 days,

Then i'm gonna to take leave at feb of 23th to 24,

Cause some of my friends date me to genting,

I just accept what they date,

I wanna play more,

I No i have not much times left,

Just simples for this Year C.N.Y,

Nth special ,

Everything still good.. :)

Happy Chinese New Year ya! =)

21/01/2011

Woooooo~!

Tonights All Focus Light's Managers,Supervisors & Staffs aso having dinner together,

Our dinner place was located at Royal Bintang,

All through the foods not really goods,

But,

We just enjoyed the jokes and everyone was attending,

A really enjoyable nights~

All of us doesn't care about topics,

Just chatting without topics,

Even Hamsap things aso we included,

Laughing around,

Playing around,

In the end,

We took photos,

Hope tat we'll Always to get the chances to having dinner together!

So tat we can always happy always and joking around,

When we were working,

Everyone was serious mood,

We never think about joking around and happy together!

Good Luck Focus Light's Members!

Let's work harder to get the chances to have a dinner together! =)

Hoho~!!

So just normal for my birthday..

Like tat then everything goes off...

My sweet 18 years old started..

And hor,

Today bored at My shop leh,

Just watch movie from 11am to 8pm only start see ppl walking in and out..

Anyway,

Thx alots..

Going out yumcha with some of my buddies~

They all wee jan, kat & Jordan..

Enjoy yea.. =)

19/01/2011

It was my 18th birthday..

So

Sooo

Sooooo

Sooooooo

Happy birthday to myself.. =)

So i'm 18th now! =D

Everything gonna start new and my new life gonna start,

Never look back and think back anymore..

Thx to those who celebrated with me on 14/01/2011,

Thx for the presents,

Appreciate it guys,

I'm so happy tat u guys can attend,

So today 19 of jannuary,

I'm still gonna work for full day..

Means From 9:30-10:30,

It's still the same,

Nothing changes and nothing different with others time and day..

But my working places have changes to Tesco Outlet..

So gonna be bored at there,

No friends to company no customers to serve,

Just sit on there and wait the time and the clock to 10:30 sharp..

After 10:30pm nights,

Means tat was my birthday to passed on tat 13 hours working time,

So nothing hope much,

Just hope tat i can busy tomorrow,

I dun wanna bored at there and without doing anythings,

Please giv me more customers,

I need customers to reduce my thinking and boring..

And...

And......

And........

Wish my dream come truth..


Yong, All the best in 2011!

=)

15/01/2011

Just a normal day for 2day...

Yesterday nights was a bad and bored party tat i never organised properly..

So sry to all my buddies,

I dunno wan how to settle these types of things,

Appologized for the misunderstanding and bored party..

Well,

Just a normal party and nothing special,

Sing birthday songs,

Those who invited to me,

Thier 1st words sure say Happy Birthday to me,

I'm glad to be happy actually,

Thx for coming and those presents,

This year birthday can say that the most best day of my life,

Start from 6 years old,

I never celebrate with friends or even received any presents..

Well,

Yesterday should say tis year birthday will be my unforgottable birthday ba..

Erm,

Just a simple day and just got some supprises for the presents,

Really thx alots those buddies who came along my celebrations,

Appreciate all the presents and ur wishes,

When i pray for my birthday wish,

I just wish around my buddies and families,

Will be happy and friendly always,

Although my life had happened many problems,

But i know tat'll be a ending and starting,

Soon,

I'm gonna be different and tough for my future..

Even how difficult and hard to walk,

I'm not gonna let go everything,

This year should start my tough life to do something for my future life..

It's time to say *Good Bye* =)

Tomorrow gonna works for full days,

Now my time was sharp 1:42 A.M.

Nights for my readers.. Enjoy yea! :D

14/1/2011

Actually, today i'll have a party to celebrate my birthday...

Too bad,

Mostly of my friends started thier work and even some of them went to study and PLKN,

So tat's why my party canceled...

But, today morning,

I had sent her a msg.

I wanna date her for a movie,

But she prefer 'House of Horros'

This show never show on s'ban...

So till last,

She aso rejected..

I tried to chat with her,

I asked her how was her interview yesterday,

She never reply anymore,

This can show tat she not really wants to accept my dating..

So my work still goes on,

Try to stop myself to thinking about it,

Till my supervisor keep chit-chat v me,

His name call jack,

He's a very funny and serious feller,

But he just treat me as his brother,

And i aso did the same thing to him,

He something happened during this and last month,

I helped him some when he need,

So both of us just like brothers,

He treat me good,

I treat him good,

So the time passed so fast,

Suddenly b4 i end my work today,

Got a malay girl customers ask me something about her camera,

Then jack was beside me,

He always helped me when i needed,

Then we discuss how to settle this thing,

Til last i decided to reformat the memory card,

Till the end both of us success,

I love to help customers,

But he likes to jokes,

He jokes to the malay gal say spend us drink starbucks,

Then the malay gal said wait awhile,

We tot she aso joking around,

After 10minutes,

She came in our shops and bringing two white coffee ice-blended,

OMG,

Both of us so supprised tat she'll bought the drinks for us,

But i forgotten giv our card to her,

So anything happened can call us and we'll help her as well as we can..

Before she leaving our shop,

I teach her some tricks to maintain the problem and how to solve,

So after explaning and teaching,

For sure i'll say thanks you for the drinks..

I 2nd times met these type of customers.

HMmmmph......................................

So 14/1/2011,

I got a small party for celebrating myself at Station One,

Got 2 gal say she wanted to celebrate for me,

They were Qi and chloe lim,

Both of them say wanna celebrate for me,

So only i date some afew friends,

Even i got 1 friends rush from melaka after his work,

He say he'll reaching s'ban by 10+..

Then some of my brothers tat working in jusco,

They aso will come and celebrate with me after 10..

Really thx alots,

Thx for attending my small celebration party..

Thx god and god blessing hope tomorrow my birthday celebration will be fine in everything and everyone!~

Love u God~! <3

11/1/2011

Yay!

My birthday coming nearer and nearer,

It's time to say good bye to my 17th life..

Cause in tat year,

Many things happened on me..

When i still a secondary students,

I got 1 part of my classmate,

Keep on disturb me,

But aroud me and those who helped me aso ask me to endure them..

Now,

Everything has goes off,

All the stress are removed,

My mind can refresh new things and aso learn new things without stressing..

Although my hard life at passed,

Finaly i can get a better and silent life..

Thanks to my self,

I can endure them for the whole year..

So i'm gonna gratx myself,

During the things,

I never did any wrong thing to them dy..

So now, i'm startly to forgot them as well as possible..

I gonna built my life in tis years,

Gonna plan to walk my life alone..

I wish i can did it,

Even how jealous am i,

I'm gonna be tough to walk and build my feature myself~!

Gonna be stronger in every things,

I hope tat everyone will be the same 2..

Have a good nights guys~...

10/01/2011

Woots, It was a special dates..

Well, since after i have shifted to my cousins house stay,

Throughly till my SPM only i shift back to my Sweeties house..

Now only i know the feeling about my parents love,

Especially they worrying us,

Especially we having trouble,

Both of those situation,

They might show them thier helping hands to help us as well as possible,

They just might hope tat we'll Success in our feature..

But....

I honestly feel thier love from now on..

Now i have back to my main company,

Focus Light,

My boss treat me as thier son more than staff..

Tat's why once they called me back for help,

I never reject and answered them Okay..

So after Finish my last paper... ' CHINESE'

Then the next day i follow some of my buddies to have a 1 day trip to sunway Lagoon..

Well,

Actually this trip i just know when i during exam,

But i never reject then accepted thier invitation..

I never regret tat i have attended tis trip..

Although i alone all the ways,

I still got some of friends will company me,

I saw them 1 pair pair i aso will feel like very shame,

Cause i'm the one who dun hav a pair..

But luckily all of my friends doesn't throw me alone..

They company me from the starting trip till the ends..

I'm so proud for u guys..

No all of u guys,

For sure i wont enjoy the trips so much..

So now,

Everythings goes to normal...

Work for Every weeks but 1 day off...

So coming birthday,

I have planned to have a party on 14th of jan..

TOo bad,

Cause apart of my friends started works and some of them going to colleges..

So no point,

Till the end my party had to cancel it..

Then my lift,

I already took from my boss,

And they aso agree for my lift..

So i just can date some friends to celebrate with me,

Mostly went to station 1 to celebrate with some of thems ba..

Eat some foods for dinner then buy 1 cakes to act like happy lur,

Anyways, i wish to celebrate with *her*..

But i never dates her,

I know the answer,

I dun dare ask...

I said b4 wanna chase her after SPM..

But I........... Didn't......

So day by day,

I really dunno wad to gonna do for the next......

*Her* birthday coming dy..

I just can ask her ji mui to gift her present and use her jimui's name to gift her..

I just can do about it,

I never regret and i never walk back...

I will always stay a side to know about yours everythings...

I'm a side viewer,

Even how when needs my help i'll be there...

Well,

During these few weeks i have started my works,

SOmedays busy somedays free,

Then i Bought a watch for my self,

Cause From my 5th birthday started,

I never received any presents anymore..

Mayb ppl's will seldom remembered my birthday,

So i never sound out anything..

So i gifted my self a presents,

I've been waiting for long long ago since i was 10th..

I wanted a nice and branded watch..

But today,

Finaly, I got it..

I gonna love it just like caring U...

And i heard tat my friends sister's had passed away,

I hope she still okay..

I wanna to help her and to have a chat v her..

But the fate haven come...

If she's fine,

I'm not gonna to chat tat topics to her anymore..

I can feel of her feeling tat so sudden had lost a sista..

Anyway,

Ur sista will know how love that all of u guys have spent to her..

She'll bless all of u guys anytimes,

I know say and feel are different,

But if u aso use positive thinking to cover all those memories,

Then u can found the happier memories tat all of u 2 have go through..

Tomorrow Gonna work for morning shift,

It's time to off to say good nights to all my readers,

So sry cause my bloggers are too long and too much of my feeling..

They wanted to come out in the same time when i was typing..

So SO So,


Good Nights*~

16.10.2010

Yesterday night i was having my dinner at ming kok,

So around 6++ we reached there,

Then so early reach there,

Just because of finding a nice seats and can see my cousins dance,

Woots Amazing dinner night..

Then i noe T2 having Bboy competition,

So i go have a look,

LOL,

Saw my dearest MUI (YING)

Wah,

She changed so much,

Become very leng lui jor lur..

Then the shows 1 group by 1 group,

Then i saw some of them unlike me de..

I never bother them,

They never bother me,

Go watch about 30minits,

Then i walk back to ming kok against,

Cause the dinner going to start..

I Was back in the rite time... =)

Then when my counsins walking in v his wife,

Everyone clapping,

Included me..

After they came in,

Then they 2 dance in the middle for welcoming all his cousin and friends,

Finished dy then start eat,

The foods not really bad,

When having our meals,

Those uncle and aunty dance and so enjoy,

Today i totally saw was is call dance..

xD

12/10/2010

每天也习惯了没有朋友的日子，

但是我最感谢的就是我的朋友们，

虽然我都不同班，

还好我一得空我就过去你们班，

谈谈聊聊，

当我下课时，

一回到班，

我的桌子就贴着一张东西，

还不是他们的搞鬼，

那么我也算了吧，

我也忍他们那么多次了，

也忍下去吧。。

过后我就下去上science，

也不是停下老师讲课，

也做下老师给的字，

到最后2节就这样的过了，

回到班发觉有点累，

就睡睡下，

然后上话语听下，

睡下，

也精神了就听课咯，

时间过得很快，

就放学了。。^^

很快的走出校门，

等下妈咪来载就回家了，

明天不去学校了，

因为校长退休，

早上又有节目，

所以回到家告诉妈咪，

她也答应我，

谢谢妈咪。。~ =)

:D

1 Emotion can represent everything,

Just happy because i got 1 gang of friends tat always helped me,

5 pintar's friends,

And some 5 Murni's friends,

Thanks u guys,

I aprreciate alots,

Tat day 9/10/2010,

We celebrated our woody(Jordan) birthday,

His looks really like a woody,

But his mind not woody,

Just a word tat can represent him,

See a ppl not see his out looks,

=)

Quite enjoy for tat day,

Because i got less chances to came out and play v them,

Cause some private reasons,

And so sry to them,

Cause i back home earlier,

My parents ikat me till too tight,

Btw since i can come out really nice for me d,

Tat's all for today.. :D

Continous Sicked..

Wth,

Still in the sicked mood,

Wah liew,

5th days d,

Argh,

Just feeel better but i dun like tat feeling ah,

Why my body become so different?

I asked my mum today,

She feel any coldness?

She said no,

I told her i Feel so cold and my body keep sweating,

Even my sweating aso cold,

Aiya,

When only i can get back my real and strong body worr..

I dun wish to be a sick cat larr,

Not nice...

=(

These few days~!

Yeap,

I still in the sicked mood..

Tomorrow i'm not going to the school,

Well,

Today i went for doctor againt,

Doctor gave me those new medicine,

See whether work on me or not..

After eating the medic,

I feel okay d..

Hope tomorrow i can get well..

And i hope those who having PMR This weeks,

Good lucks and all the best...

Tat's all for today... =)

1/10/2010

I'm totally sicked today..

So unwell..

=(

30/10/2010

Yesterday i went to silver dragon having my dinner,

Quite highclass,

Well, just enjoy the pictures that i want to share to u guys.. =)

Still got more d actually, But line sucks slow.. next time only continue.. sry yah.. (^.^)

Today 29/09/2010

Today my classmate those who unlike me never shout the nickname they like,

Well,

I keep wondering why,

But no need to noe about it,

Cause i cant do anything,

I felt tired today because of ppl keep calling me the samething,

Firstly,

I knew got 1 ppl like to laugh at ppl,

he like to sing ppl's thingy,

As i said,

His face looks nice,

But his heart seriously bad,

I dunno why he so like to tell ppl about ppl's bad things,

Why dont u try to think ur self,

U think tat u really prefect?

Pls la,

Since u knew it,

pls shut ur mouth up la,

Help u future keep some good Things la,

U noe i hate ppl always follow wad ppl said?

Why dont u try to think if u the 1 who shame,

How u'll feel?

I noe u try to said it,

Just because of i besides,

If not u going to tell those girls,

I told u,

Those Girls who sit besides me,

Is stand on my side,

Well,

I hav quited Facebook,

I noe many ppl wondering why,

Just because of those ppl wan to did tat thing to me,

So i decided to stop playing facebook,

my facebook's friends,

So sry.. =(

Today 28/9/2010

My whole schoolsmate asked me the same question,

The question was "Why facebook there got ppl create a group to anti u?''

I just told them,

Someone made thing because wan to make my face down,

Well tat feller who made this pages,

I serious felt regret,

Because of so many years friend,

And

So many things i hav helped him,

But he really wont feel any feeling about our relationships,

Although we argue sometimes,

But now days,

U went to join them for making my face down,

Well,

Today got 1 ppl,

He asked our monitor to ask me a question,

He ask''Monitor,go ask him got friends or not''

Wao,

I heard tis, i really sad

But i cant do anything,

Well,

Today i got a friends tat call friends,

He said anything need help,

just tell him,

He can feel my sadness and shameful..

Ah meng,

Thx u for telling me this,

But i cant be a selfish person,

I can tahan although i really cant,

I aso must tahan,

Cause 1 more month our Examination coming..

So after tat examination,

Everything will hav an ending..

I just need to tahan everything,

I belive tat everything will be fine,

my friends,

my siblings,

Please help me to pray for it..

Thx & Appreciate everything!