Now was 7:30 in the early morning..

Quite nice...

Mine house here de weather..

I like it..

Abit cold cold like tat..

And with fresh airs..

Happy tat my place here is a quite clean place..

But early in the morning,

will anyone wake up so early like me??

I dun think so...

Dunno why..

Everyone sleep late sure wake up late..

Even i sleep late,

i wake up still the same 'EARLY' in the morning..

How come i cant sleep till 4~5 pm in the noon??

WHY??

can any 1 tell me why???

I really cant get it..

But last times was a girl tat sms v me when she wake up,

even when she sleep till she eat,

and from the morning till midnight..

she is the 1 who can sms v me for so long time..

and everyday the same..

no 1 can be like her..

she is the best..

i can accompany her woke up in 5am even i sleep at 4am midnight..

But this kind of life,

All of u will said me c2pid rite??

But i am not c2pid..

I just feel like she is a girl tat special in my life..

Then i try to do something to get her..

But till last..

I lost her le..

Then every morning when i woke up,

i was missing her msg,

missing her sound tat sweets like honey..

and not easy to find the second 1 same like her~?

Everything i miss her so much aa...

But even how i do to her now..

Tat wasn't useful to her anymore..

I cant treat her as last time i treat her like..

Mayb she dun wan me to treat her like tis?

I dunnoe wad i gonna do now..

I just feel like missing her was very sad..

QUite sad Quite deep sad..

Is it i still loving her?

Or anything else i still cant put down her??

I quite happy when 1st day i noe her..

She quite kind..

I try to do my best to her..

But something make me lost her?

Or my selves lost her by my attitude??

I really confuse for this...

Wad i gonna to do now??

Wait her?

Or tell her?

Or always using somewords to notice her??

I reallly dunno wad to do now..

I feel like losing her was terrible sad...

The 1st day of argueing v her..

I really very sad aa..

I called her by 20 times above..

She dun wanna answer my calls..

From this i already noe she was angrying me..

I try to tam back her..

But till last..

I LOSE TO TAM HER BAck le..

Quite unhappy de lo..

feel like my heart broken tat time..

Why i can miss her for so long?

going 1 month le i miss her for..

Even now she find back me..

She just like normal and dun hav all the confidence treat me as last time..

I can faham her why she will like tat...

Even she reply me as 1 words..

I also will find something to chat v her..

If other 1 who reply me 1 words or oo then ......

I would not like to reply them..

Always wan me to think something chat to them..

But she made me will think something to chat v her..

When she asked me how am i..

I quite happy lo..

Haha..cause she will ask me during i doing tat thing..

Jiu suan i 1 day,

I really feel the painess from other thing..

If she noe,

She ask me de hua..

I very happy on it le..

I still remember last time when i sicked..

I ask her to accomapany me to talk phones..

I really very happy lo,

she will accompany me..

Cause that time she just went home from KL after shopping~

All of u noe how tired ma??

B4 tat day..

She sleep at 12 o'clock..

Tat time i start sicked.. not quite well..

But i ask her to sleep..

Then after the phone..

I feel clear and better le..

But all of u wont belive the power tat get from her..

The powerful of the power from her..

Really useful for me..

I dunno wad i gonna do now..

really dunno wad i can do rite now..

My mood very down now..

Start unhappy le..

I SO MISS *HER*...

Haiz~